{"id":3617,"date":"2026-03-26T10:19:43","date_gmt":"2026-03-26T16:19:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/?p=3617"},"modified":"2026-09-18T10:35:45","modified_gmt":"2026-09-18T16:35:45","slug":"close","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/close\/","title":{"rendered":"Close"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I admire her persistence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am lying down,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She is sitting beside me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This arrangement is her idea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She&#8217;s cheerful and chatty<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And full of information.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She has been studying me for days now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But it&#8217;s her persistence that amazes me the most:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She keeps putting her fingers in my mouth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Something that not many would do<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Out of fear of being bitten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Which I have thought about doing,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or maybe even licking her fingers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I try not to react and she seems okay with this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She pulls her seat closer<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I can feel her body<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pressing against my face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Again I try to be casual about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She&#8217;s full of compliments,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As if whispered in my ear,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Telling me that I&#8217;m doing a beautiful job.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And the moment her fingers leave my mouth<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I say &#8220;thank you&#8221;\u2014even in awkward situations<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You should be polite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In they come again,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I can only stare at the ceiling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I try not to look directly into her eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No matter how close she gets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I feel as if I&#8217;d go blind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have another moment to say &#8220;thank you.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re welcome,&#8221; she says. &#8220;You can get up now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And let&#8217;s make an appointment for that filling.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I admire her persistence. I am lying down, She is sitting beside me. This arrangement is her idea. She&#8217;s cheerful and chatty And full of&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/close\/\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Close<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[509,510,344,147,505],"class_list":["post-3617","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-close","tag-dentist","tag-poem","tag-poetry","tag-santa-fe-writers-group","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3617"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3617"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3617\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3618,"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3617\/revisions\/3618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3617"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3617"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kevinrayarcher.com\/WordPress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3617"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}